I praise you because I am fearfully and wonderfully made; your works are wonderful.
I know that full well. Psalm 139:14 NIV
Do I believe that even now? That God created me, brought me into this world, and has a plan for me? A plan that continues even when my plans have changed? A plan that does not depend on my circumstances or season of life? A plan that includes and utilizes the path that I have walked? A plan unfolding before me, even if I have no idea where it leads?
Do I still believe that God created me and has a plan for my life? Absolutely! However, in this new season and adjustment to my place in this world, I need to remind myself that God created my life, and He knows me better than I know myself. He has not brought me this far to leave me to my own devices. Much to the contrary as He allowed me to experience tremendous love along with loss, grief, and growth. I do not doubt that He will continue guiding me on the journey He designed just for me. If I believe that God created me and that all His works are wonderful, then yes, I have value in God’s eyes, and His plan for my life is better than anything I can hope for or dread.
But what of this new journey of time from becoming a widow to whatever comes next until eternity? What of the changes or new life that alters our intended path? Doing life without Ken would require so much more of me than I could ever imagine. Time has brought me to where I am today: realizing and appreciating that God has a plan for my life, from before I was born through every phase and experience until I leave this world and enter eternity. While I am no longer a wife, wear a name tag, share a platform with others, or do many things I used to, I am still the same creation God planned and has not left me on my own, thankfully!
Have you ever had similar thoughts or considered your life purpose used up or completed? May I encourage you that God created us for His purpose, and as long as we are here, we will still be viable and vital. Our plans, goals, and station in life may change, but God’s intention for our life has not.
A favorite place we would pray and marvel at God’s creation.
My Prayer, His Plan
“Here I am, God. Please guide my heart, soul, and mind to live my life according to your plan, no matter how difficult the road becomes. Please help me accept, embrace, and look forward to what you have for me in each season of my life. Show me how I can help and love others in your name. I know that you, God, created me; I am not an accident or mistake! I know that you, God, have a plan for every moment of my life. Although my life plans have changed, and I may not do the things I did before, live in familiar places, or spend time with the same people as before, I know that you, God, have a plan better than I could ever hope for. Thank you, God, for this new place where I am learning to lean on you, grow, and appreciate all that you have created. My plans would not likely have included moving to North West Arkansas, but oh how grateful I am that you led us here when you did. With your help God, I want to live out my life according to your plans!
I desire to bring glory to you through my life, wherever I am!”
God’s Plan
As I read God’s word in the morning, I was reminded of how much God loves me and has planned for my life. My writing often flows from my heart and desire to grow through this season. But this post seemed more intentional and not just for me. So many thoughts were swirling through my mind, how my life path had changed after Ken’s death. But I could not stop thinking about someone else—that someone who might be struggling through a very difficult season, heartbreak, or devastating loss. I could not know if one of my friends or readers might be struggling or if perhaps these words might be passed on to someone beyond this blog post. All I know is that I felt compelled to write this today and pray for the precious person who needs to know that you are fearfully and wonderfully made, that God’s works are wonderful, and that He loves you and has a plan for your life.
I praise you because I am fearfully and wonderfully made; your works are wonderful.
I know that full well. Psalm 139:14 NIV
Do I believe that even now? Yes Absolutely! How about you?
God bless you, thank you for sharing my journey,
Pati
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16 responses to “Do I Believe That Even Now?”
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Pati, After my Dan died, I started a private by invitation only widows page. Not every on the page is a believer, but I know still needs to feel encouraged and hopefully the love of Christ will be felt by them. I will share this blog on that ministry page called Forget-Me-Not! Norma, with Eternity Matters With Norma
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Thank you so so much for your encouragement and excellent idea for other widows reading my blog. I did have a personal journey page while going through Ken’s DX and death, it helped tremendously!… And likewise I would be honored to share your link on my resource page. God Bless You!!!
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Pati, thank you for sharing this important message; a reminder that comes timely for me. Yes, I absolutely believe and trust in God’s plan, even when I am unable to make sense of what the process or path may be. My faith will not be shaken and I continue to trust in the Lord and pray for God’s Will to be done. You are truly an inspiration. God Bless You! 🙏
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Pati, as always I enjoy your blog. I can’t help but think of my youngest sister, Kitty. She is struggling with taking care of her husband with dementia. She is trying to take care of him on her own. They are in their early 70’s. I think she may have to put him in a home. She is stubborn and doesn’t seem to want to find help to come to help her at her home. Please pray for her. Thank ya.
Peggy Bixler
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Pati, I am always so encouraged by your sweet faith. Have you ever considered writing a devotional with daily words of encouragement and scripture that would help those who are transitioning through grief? I think it would help a lot of people who are struggling through the trials of this world. Be blessed, Becky ❤️
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Thank you for your encouragement and suggestion. I never planned to write anything a blog a book or otherwise. But it seems like part of God’s plan for my life at this time is unfolding through writing, much to my surprise. daily words of encouragement through God’s word and others has certainly made a difference in my journey. I will pray about writing something like that for others. Thank you for your prayers and love. God bless you.
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Pati Rader 
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